Tuesday, March 24, 2009

FML?

So I can't believe I made it to the last week of classes. Extremely relieved actually, since this could be the most annoying semester on record. Don't think I'm doing well in any of my classes so far, and surprisingly Social Work may be the only one that I get above a C. Yikes. Got my Sociology paper back yesterday and I received a 28. That is NOT good. My tutorial lecturer guy says he's "not worried" about me though. Still he said the same thing about me before he handed back the essays, so I'm not so sure I can trust his judgment. And by "not worried" he's "not worried" about me failing the class. He thinks I'll still be able to pass, which is somewhat encouraging I suppose, but I was expecting at least a B. Which I'm obviously not going to get at this point. Since this was the only class that I actually liked, well, I'm a little nervous. I'm allowed to take one class Pass/Fail but I certainly didn't want it to be this one. I wanted to use it for Scottish History, which I predict will bring a world of pain to my life on May 20 (day of that exam). I can't help but feeling hatred toward all my classes and a little annoyed because this wasn't supposed to be like this. I'm fucking studying abroad for pete's sake. This was supposed to be easy and fun! Why is everything so hard?? I'm learning Life lessons I suppose. And in truth I can't really be mad at anybody but myself. Moving on. I'll be OK.

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